Over the last couple of days I've felt a sense of unease. My subconscious is aware of it too — I have been having strange dreams that left me waking up in a poor mood. As I attempted to identify the issue I thought about many things, and after 2-3 days I've come to some replies.
Walk away from your crutches, even if its your best friend
I am lucky enough to have a great companion in San Diego. However, it is important to know when you must walk your path. Often times, we lean on the shoulders of the others, and in the process, forget to learn what we should learn to do ourselves. By way of instance, I'm constantly hanging out with himand we play video games. This really is excellent fun, but lately after our LA trip I've felt a feeling of waste after playing games. I flashed my Heroes of the Storm bnet accounts and now I have a lot more spare time on my hands. So the lesson is, learn if you need to come up with your own strength, and have the courage to walk away from your very best friend. He/she will understand, that you will need the time to yourself to develop inner strength.
I have also learned that my daytime pick up abilities are much better, and that I have a tendency to do better in my. Sometimes, you need to go out there and watch the world on your own, instead of resenting others for"holding back you", when in fact, you're the one that's doing it!
Viewing the silver lining in everything
For a child, I used to think that when I am studying the piano in the day, all the other kids are out there playing in the golden sunset! No! I felt a sense of loss! Yet, now, I am grateful on a few nights when I can just be at work and function to my heart content. No family, oznaki kobiecego zainteresowania no friends bugging nothing. Only me and my work. Sometimes I may feel like this is lonely and perhaps it is, but that's how it's for today, and I've learned to view it as a blessing, I get to hangout with my friends when I need to, and possess my own time without being stressed by work or personal obligations.
Being trendy with no"trying"
I've leverage the ability to be current thanks to Ekhart Tolle and I have noticed that when I am relaxed and unstressed, I have an open vibe. People today talk to me. "What is that you are buying?" "Hey this elevator is slow huh?" I believe that on weekdays, since many individuals are worried, an unstressed, receptive energy contrasts nicely in contrast to all the pent up energy that people see everyday. I am fortunate enough to have financial freedom at this stage in my life, and that I shall continue to station a cool, open vibe, even if I am working hard at work. When we judge others, in certain ways we're also dealing with our own demons. Live and let live. Your own presence of light is enough — which alone can sustain you and put in love to the entire world. Sometimes our self gets in the way, and blinds us from the flicker and magnificent of what is already there to start with.
Strive for the best, decision Absolutely Free of others I understood this is the wrong way to look at the entire world. Everybody is in their journey. In many ways, my negativity towards them was actually at myself — at my own inability to make things function. I should have sought out aid sooner, or recognized that I needed to meet new folks, instead of resenting my pals. You can't always change somebody, however you could always adore them.
It's okay to be an asshole, sometimes our mistakes teach us how to arrive at the Ideal solution Or reach a point of approval, I needed to undergo pain. The pain helps you reach a point (hopefully) of throwing away the bags of their self.
Intimate relationships, enjoy all of the life has to offer.
While I used to go for the hottest women, I want the deepest connections in all areas of my life. Am I drawn to beautiful women? Absolutely. But my fascination now is more than just a physical one. I find myself losing attraction for shallow beauty, and much more in tune with internal beauty.
I am still attracted sexually to superficial beauty, but in terms of my connections as well as an-ongoing type of situation, I see myself valuing a beautiful girl who has great inner qualities too.
